Tuesday, October 28, 2014


we are just together for a few months. watching them grow makes me think of myself again. too many that i learned from them. such countless of nikmah that Allah gives. alhamdulillah wa astaghfirullah.

got this from one of them, nuurun 'ala nur :)

bonding requires time. may Allah protect us, this deen and our ukhuwwah. may He showers us with his rahmah and mardhatillah. Allahumma ameen..

Friday, October 24, 2014


apakah obsesi kita? apakah yang sepatutnya menjadi obsesi kita?

 langit ghazzah

tiada lagi yang ku dambakan
syurgaMu Tuhan

hingga sampai akhir hayatku
di dunia ini

Kau tahu betapa
ku cinta padaMu
biarkanlah amal
menjadi saksi

keampunanMu ku harapkan
Ya Rabbi Ya Allah
Ya Rabbi Ya Allah

(background lagu belaian jiwa)

diari: waktu sesak-sesak macam ni selalu terfikirkan syurga. moga Allah izinkan kita merasa kerehatan di jannatul firdaus kelak. Allahumma ameen..

Thursday, October 9, 2014

great stars.

subhanallah. blood moon phenomenon last night. the eclipse was not easily observed here but it was much clearer in some parts of the states and east asia.

and  last night we had a sharing on a common surah that maybe many of us have always read in the solah. as for me after the sharing i got a new insight on the surah, al-buruuj.

By the sky, (displaying) the Zodiacal Signs. By the promised Day (of Judgment). By one that witnesses, and the subject of the witness. Woe to the makers of the pit (of fire). Fire supplied (abundantly) with fuel. Behold! they sat over against the (fire). And they witnessed (all) that they were doing against the Believers. And they ill-treated them for no other reason than that they believed in Allah, Exalted in Power, Worthy of all Praise! Him to Whom belongs the dominion of the heavens and the earth! And Allah is Witness to all things.
(QS Al-Buruuj 85:1-9)

previously, my understanding of those people who sit and watched the believers being burnt was just merely that. i just thought they were those that maybe involved in the violent act or at least being silent and did nothing to help. they were the people who will get the punishment from Allah.

but last night from a different point of view, my naqibah asked us to imagine what if the one that is burnt in the fire pit is our iman? are we just going to wait and see? it really stroked me because that is actually very possible to us wherever and whenever we are. have we really take care of our iman?

self-check again and again.
Allah is The Most Forgiving and The Most Merciful.

diary: i miss the star gazing moments at hobart. everywhere you turn into the sky, you'll see stars like diamonds shining in the dark. subhanallah subhanallah..

Wednesday, October 8, 2014


alhamdulillah. wa astaghfirullah.

..He has chosen you, and has imposed no difficulties on you in religion..
(QS Al-Hajj 22:78)

for those who have yet to know, some muslims in australia are having a bit of a hard time these couple of weeks due to the islamophobia and racism things. but thank to Allah, we gained precious experience, tarbiyah from all these things. made us felt a bit of how hard it was for rasulullah (saw) and the sahabah (ra) in the early phase of da'wah in makkah. made us reflect of how it is for the brothers and sisters in places like egypt to be the 'abid and khalifah. reminds us of a scene in sang murabbi where they secretly went to usrah and hid their shoes and sandals. but still, we just felt a bit from all of that. indeed it was a very memorable daurah that we had. alhamdulillah..