Thursday, December 31, 2015


if one word is all it needs for me to picture what i have learned throughout the year, it would be forbearance. starting with the hafazan of nuh early this year plus other eventful, irritating and hurtful memories, i'm still learning and trying to internalizing the true meaning of forbearance. may Allah makes me as firm and as patient, loving and dedicated as nuh 'alaihissalam and grant me forbearance along the way. ameen ameen ameen. 
good bye 2015. thanks for all the lessons. hello 2016. bring it on.

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

until we meet again insyaAllah.

another dear murobbi will be leaving this land, this kingdom of tarbiyah and dakwah of ours later today. as usual if you cannot handle parting very well, don't dare to face that typical gloomy farewell moments. so i won't haha. i just pray that whenever and wherever Allah meet us all again, let it be the day that we are still the obedient servants of Allah. if not here, maybe in the most beautiful place. jannah biidznillah.  ameen ameen ameen.
i put the background music season in the sun by my all-time favourite boy band, westlife. well, it's summer here in melbourne so it's sunny haha.
i couldn't resist to share this very beautiful and inspiring quote yesterday that i found on facebook by tariq ramadhan saying,
a true teacher doesn't teach you to think like him, but to think without him.
indeed. couldn't agree more.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

not the day.

16/12/15 should have been my graduation day but it is not. not the day alhamdulillah.
blessings in disguise i hope :)
just sharing the moment. happy faces of fellow master of biotechnology classmates. congratulations guys!

Tuesday, December 1, 2015


Tested again. It hurts but I have pledged to myself. So this is the reminder.
May Allah forgive all my weaknesses and wrong doings. May Allah shower the strength along the way.
Ameen ameen ameen.