#first time cooking non-malaysian cuisine. You name it. Western, Japanese, Mexican, Greek, Moroccan, Korean, Egyptian etc. #first time using unfamiliar vegies, fennel, kale, avocado and what not that you see on tv shows.
It's already day 21 of the eleventh month, and it's getting tougher everyday.
Ya Allah, permudahkanlah dan janganlah Engkau susahkan.
Ya Allah jika rezekiku masih di atas langit, turunkanlah. Jika ada di dalam bumi, keluarkanlah. Jika sukar, mudahkanlah. Jika haram, sucikanlah. Jika jauh, dekatkanlah. Limpahkanlah kepadaku segala yang telah Engkau limpahkan kepada hamba-hambaMu yang soleh. Ammen ameen ameen.
#first time ikut kawan-kawan lunch kat lawn, acah-acah mat saleh. Orang makan salad, kita makan nasi. Tekak melayu la katakana haha. Sekarang ni hanya mampu throwback je. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. Sungguh, nikmat mana lagi yang nak didustakan?
#first kangaroo feeding with the help of my lovely #first naqibah. It was also my #first time handling the SAMPEL group. Again, it was an experimental attempt but I was glad they were around to help. Love!
#first time main salji tulen di program nasional pertama di bumi oz. Waktu ni jugak result keluar dan dapat tahu failed satu paper haha. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal. Just cherishing every moment that I had!
#first time accidentally eating non-halal food. You can tell how good it is when you see people lining up to get the gem! Fluffy, soft, warm doughnut. Unfortunately it's not halal as they use animal fat and not vegetable substitute. Got to know this days after we ate the doughnut. My second was in a fine-dining restaurant. Seafood salad. Checked on the dressing and it was free of alcohol. Apparently they marinated the seafood with wine! Got to know this from the bitter-sour taste of the dish and that's it no more bite, went to the counter to ask and verified by the chef.
Ighfirli Ya Rabb!
Moral of the story. Tabayyun! Check and re-check. Not once, but always. Period.
Gara-gara godek folder semalam, jumpa gambar tiga manusia ni. Tipu kata tak rindu. Rindu!
My #first housemates in Melbourne. Ahlul Beyt Khalesyah.
[South Yarra, 041114]
Banyak sangat momen-momen pelik dan istimewa bersama. Banyak sangat outing dan aktiviti bersama. Banyak sangat kerenah. Banyak sangat cerita masing-masing. Banyak jugak perangai, tabiat unik, manja dan sebagainya haha. Kesayanganku, semoga kita sentiasa ikhlas..
The first news feed on my facebook today is the picture (birthday shoutout) of the two people that I love and miss. Two special souls among many more beautiful souls. Hence the post is reminiscing the coffee talk that I had with them because somehow I'm feeling down, not being able to be a good murobbi for them when I was around.
Bukan santunku terbungkam Hanya hatiku berbatas Tuk mengerti kamu Maafkanlah aku
I hope I can always be a better friend and ukhti, albeit the no-longer-naqibah status for both of you. I know you ladies won't be reading this haha, but I'll always pray for you and I hope for nothing but the best for you in this life and the hereafter.
Alhamdulillah tonight was my first time attending jilsah (sitting that replaces mabit) here in Kuantan. Such a pleasant surprise to meet unexpected akhawat at the program. May Allah be pleased with us dear akhawat. Ameen ameen ameen.
Seorang ukhti bergurau mengenai Surihati Mr Pilot semasa sharing session malam tadi. And hey there I was using a red pilot pen! Love you my Mr Pilot. Dan lagu tema malam tadi, seperti biasa akan terngiang-ngiang dalam kepala.
Telah ku mungkiri janjiku lagi Walau seribu kali Ku ulang sendiri Aku takkan tempuh lagi Apakah kau terima cintaku lagi Setelah ku berpaling Dari pandanganMu Yang kabur kerna jahilnya aku
Mengapa cintaMu tak pernah hadir Subur dalam jiwaku Agarku tetap bahagia Tanpa cintaku tetaplah Kau di sana Aku tanpa cintaMu Bagai layang-layang terputus talinya
Masihkah ada sekelumit belas Mengemis kasihMu Tuhan Untukku berpaut dan bersandar Aku di sini kan tetap terus mencuba Untuk beroleh cintaMu Walau ranjaunya menusuk pedih
I'm starting off my #26 NaBloPoMo challenge with my #first line. This is obviously challenging for me as it requires everyday commitment (which is now not my forte) but I'll try my very best!
Sehari selepas mula-mula menjejakkan kaki di bumi down under, gigih berjaulah sebelum sekolah bermula dan ini memang kenangan manis menjadi adik tajmik di sini. I was obviously thrilled to start the new journey at that moment, not knowing the rest of the first semester will be a very tough and rough one haha. Apa pun, tadabbur quran pada hari tu memang diingati sampai sekarang setiap kali berkelana ke tempat orang. Setiap kali.
Sesungguhnya pada kejadian langit dan bumi, dan pada pertukaran malam dan siang, ada tanda-tanda (kekuasaan, kebijaksanaan, dan keluasan rahmat Allah) bagi orang-orang yang berakal; (Iaitu) orang-orang yang menyebut dan mengingati Allah semasa mereka berdiri dan duduk dan semasa mereka berbaring mengiring, dan mereka pula memikirkan tentang kejadian langit dan bumi (sambil berkata): "Wahai Tuhan kami! Tidaklah Engkau menjadikan benda-benda ini dengan sia-sia, Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari azab neraka."
Tidaklah Allah izinkan sesuatu tanpa sebab, maka berdoalah agar tidak kufur nikmat.
Tuhan tolonglah bukakan Cinta dan kasih dalam hidupku Waktu kan menyepi Kian pergi membawaku Saat ternantiku akan rahmatMu
Ku imbasi jalan yang berliku Penuh gelap bisa dan harusku takutkan Merantai jiwaku Berat hatiku menanggung Usah biar hidupku tuk hanyut lagi
Tanpa redhaMu aku sakit Menahan rasa pedihnya berdosa Berikan sinar dalam hatiku Saat bila Engkau terima ampunanku Terangi dengan cahaya hikmahMu
(Irfan Haris, 2016)
November is finally here. So it's time for the NaBloPoMo. Turning more and more minimalist as I age, writing much is frankly no longer a desire. Let me just contemplate on the #26 and sketch life. Because in the end, it's His please and bless that I need.
Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Mengapa apabila dikatakan kepada kamu: "Pergilah beramai-ramai untuk berperang pada jalan Allah", kamu merasa keberatan (dan suka tinggal menikmati kesenangan) di tempat (masing-masing)? Adakah kamu lebih suka dengan kehidupan dunia daripada akhirat? (Kesukaan kamu itu salah) kerana kesenangan hidup di dunia ini hanya sedikit jua berbanding dengan (kesenangan hidup) di akhirat kelak.
Jika kamu tidak pergi beramai-ramai (untuk berperang pada jalan Allah - membela agamaNya), Allah akan menyeksa kamu dengan azab seksa yang tidak terperi sakitnya dan Ia akan menggantikan kamu dengan kaum yang lain, dan kamu tidak akan dapat mendatangkan bahaya sedikitpun kepadaNya. Dan (ingatlah) Allah Maha Kuasa atas tiap-tiap sesuatu.
Kalau kamu tidak menolongnya (Nabi Muhammad) maka sesungguhnya Allah telahpun menolongnya, iaitu ketika kaum kafir (di Makkah) mengeluarkannya (dari negerinya Makkah) sedang ia salah seorang dari dua (sahabat) semasa mereka berlindung di dalam gua, ketika ia berkata kepada sahabatnya: "Janganlah engkau berdukacita, sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita". Maka Allah menurunkan semangat tenang tenteram kepada (Nabi Muhammad) dan menguatkannya dengan bantuan tentera (malaikat) yang kamu tidak melihatnya. Dan Allah menjadikan seruan (syirik) orang-orang kafir terkebawah (kalah dengan sehina-hinanya), dan Kalimah Allah (Islam) ialah yang tertinggi (selama-lamanya), kerana Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana.
Pergilah kamu beramai-ramai (untuk berperang pada jalan Allah), sama ada dengan keadaan ringan (dan mudah bergerak) ataupun dengan keadaan berat (disebabkan berbagai-bagai tanggungjawab); dan berjihadlah dengan harta benda dan jiwa kamu pada jalan Allah (untuk membela Islam). Yang demikian amatlah baik bagi kamu, jika kamu mengetahui.
Kalau apa yang engkau serukan kepada mereka (wahai Muhammad) sesuatu yang berfaedah yang sudah didapati, dan satu perjalanan yang sederhana (tidak begitu jauh), nescaya mereka (yang munafik itu) akan mengikutmu; tetapi tempat yang hendak dituju itu jauh bagi mereka. Dan mereka akan bersumpah dengan nama Allah dengan berkata: "Kalau kami sanggup, tentulah kami akan pergi bersama kamu". (Dengan sumpah dusta itu) mereka membinasakan diri mereka sendiri, sedang Allah mengetahui bahawa sesungguhnya mereka itu orang-orang yang berdusta (tentang tidak sanggupnya mengikutmu).
Antara ayat yang berulang kali dibacakan. Antara ayat yang sentiasa menjadi penguat di kala diperlukan.
1 Muharam 1438, semoga hijrah yang lebih membaikkan diri hari demi hari. Ameen ameen ameen.
I went out today for another dental appointment at iium. Unlike any other days that I have been there, the polyclinic was a bit occupied today with students, patients and family members. And of course the highlight of the day is the title of the post, senyum. Our smiles at each other. Oh smiley faces just made my day today :)
Jangan sekali-kali kamu meremehkan sedikitpun dari kabaikan-kebaikan meskipun hanya kamu berjumpa saudaramu dengan muka manis. (HR Muslim daripada Abu Dzar radiyallahu ‘anhu)
Diari: Hari ni hari terakhir tasyrik. Tak kedengaran lagi takbir raya. Yang tinggal hanya impian menunaikan haji. 2038. 48 tahun. Haji sebelum usia mencecah separuh abad insyaAllah.
Last weekend was a typical one. By typical I mean, weekend occupied with kenduri. So you know the perk of having kenduri is that you get to meet relatives and friends and you’ll be bombarded with typical questions such as:
dah habis belajar?
dah ada sesiapa ke?
bila nak kahwin?
Okay. I know people just care or it's merely conversation starter. For that I'm thankful alhamdulillah. I usually answer most of the questions with smiles. You know what? Deep down, I really want to say I can’t guarantee that I’ll get a job or get married soon. Only one thing is certain. Death. I’m very certain everyone will die eventually. Period.
Of rizq (provision)? Allah is Ar-Razzaq and I’m very convinced that He has prepared the best for everyone including me. He is The Provider, The Providence, The Supplier and The Bestower of Sustenance.
I’m now in the phase where many fresh graduates are struggling to settle down, get the first job, pay the education loan and etc. How many posts have I applied for? To date, maybe more than twenty. I had my resume and job profile viewed two to five times for several posts but there are still no reply. I guess many more are more qualified than me. Alhamdulillah. Again, the worry is there but I know Allah will give me what I need not what I want. So I’ll just have to keep on working and keep on job-hunting.
I recalled summer in 2014. I spent my savings to travel to New Zealand (for many reasons which I never regret) for twenty days. When I’m back in Melbourne, so many things happened. I used to only have $0.02 in my bank account for more than two weeks as I used my money to pay for two houses (I moved into a new house and the old house was still in contract), plus the bonds, house cleanings, white goods, car, fuel etc. I used to walk for about four kilometers to do house inspection just because I don’t have enough to even top-up my myki.
summer 2014 well spent with these akhawat super. the mover, the cleaner, the play mate and what not. sumpah rindu!
I recalled last summer in 2015. I worked as a housekeeper, saving up money to cover the payment for two subjects in the extended semester. Mind you, fees for international students are super expensive. Needed to pay more than RM25k for only two subjects as my sponsor did not cover the expenses of the extended semester. I also sold some of my furniture to get extra money for the expenses. Monthly allowance? Alhamdulillah it was all on my parents. About RM3k per month to pay the house rent, bills, groceries etc. Thank you mak and ayah!
My study? Man, that one was also a real struggle. Failed genetic subject twice and almost fail for the third time, went in and out of lecturers’ room, called for academic performance meetings, appointments with advisors and etc.
These may sound nothing to some people but for me these really are few big things that sparks me with the fact that Allah helped me in many ways. I survived more than two weeks with left overs at home. I managed to walk eight kilometer a day which I never did before. I get to pay the university fees and have monthly allowance from my work and with the help of my parents which is surely I won’t forget that, the feeling of being a self-sponsored student haha. Makes me wonder too how much have my ‘pama’ friends pay for the entire study period in that most livable city. On top of everything, I know that Allah suffices me, showers me with strength and love in my time of need and bless me with understanding and knowledge. Indeed He is Ar-Razzaq and I’m nothing without His mercy.
Jodoh pulak? I admit that I’m a bit particular on this matter. While many of my friends at this age are already carrying two kids in their arms, I’m still single and living with my parents hehe. Yes, some guys approached me but not in the right way so a big NO NO to them. I believe at the moment I’m not desperate and I’ll just wait for the right time, the right place and the right person if Allah wills it.
Above all, I managed to get through everything biidznillah.
Oh ya, btw salam kemerdekaan! Tarbiah, khidmah, negarawan.
in this sickening world, it is always good to watch how humanity is revived. what's even better? they were history. real story and the history of the two countries that i wish to step my feet onto in the future biidznillah.
ameen ameen ameen.
So let the light guides your way Hold every memory as you go And every road you take
Will always lead you home
It's been a long day without you, my friend And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again We've come a long way from where we began Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again When I see you again
(Charlie Puth ft Wiz Khalifa)
Travelling leaves you speechless, and turns you into a story teller. (Ibn Battuta)
Visited a family friend of mak whose limb got amputated due to diabetes today. Made me realise I have more than what other people do. How I always have things to be grateful of despite all others that made me barely able to breathe. Just pounding me with reminders that everything is from Allah and He’s the One I should return all that I have including this feeling. Everything back to Allah and nothing left out.
I once hope Allah tests me so that I can feel my existence in this path, some kind of proof that I’m not self-centred and to feel belong to the siratal mustaqeem. Just so that I have something that can make me closer to Allah. Now that I’m into the situation, I don’t know if I could ever make it through.
People rarely see me at my lowest point of life, crushed to my senses and emotions, feeling almost helpless and lost in sorrow. I still cry in silence, alone out of public. I still easily get over-thinking. But to an extent, I feel numb. At times, I’m unsure whether this is really ikhlas and redha or I actually gave up and desensitised by all the trials and tribulations.
Alhamdulillah at other times I always get subtle reminders from Him, the Most Beloved and the Most Merciful. I turned on the radio and I heard the song rhapsodising our Palestinian brothers and sisters that will never give up upon the siege and everything that I know far worse than what I feel and experience now. Somehow telling me not to lose hope and keep on fighting until the end. Until it is clearly the end.
I will try to do my very best, to my very last drop of blood, sweat and tears. As I say I seek for Him, His mardhatillah, seek for a better life here and the hereafter, hence here I go. Bismillah..
Menjalani hitam putih hidupku Membuatku mengerti Erti hadirMu dalam Setiap langkah-langkahku bererti
Melewati setiap detik waktuku Bersama takdirMu Membuatku mengerti Hanyalah padaMu ku kembali
Ku bersujud kepadaMu memohon ampunanMu Adakah jalan untukku untuk kembali padaMu
Akulah para pencariMu Ya Allah Akulah yang merindukanMu Ya rabbi Tunjukkanku jalan yang lurus Untuk kutambatkan langkahku
Akulah para pencariMu Ya Alah Akulah yang merindukanMu Ya rabbi Hanya di jalanMu Ya Allah Tempatku pasrahkan hidupku
you know, words are not my strongest asset. i don't easily utter my thoughts and feelings especially publicly. frankly, i'm not comfortable with too much of expressions but i'll try to. tarbiyah moulds and change, yay? what i can say is please be yourself, live up to the expectation of Allah and not other people. be yourself, don't try hard to impress people but instead try hard to impress Allah. be yourself, your true colours are beautiful like rainbows.
finally, the first hangout of ahlul huda this year! planned it since the early semester but everyone was so occupied. yet we managed to go out and have something done together last night. alhamdulillah with all the blessings..
ukhuwwah: a powerful word. when we don't feel any, complaining is easy. but hey it's us who need to work on it, have efforts to light it up! rekindle the ukhuwwah..
might get emotional tonight. gonna share on my favourite surah in juz tabarak in our halaqah usari.
And said, 'Ask forgiveness of your Lord. Indeed, He is ever a Perpetual Forgiver. He will send [rain from] the sky upon you in [continuing] showers. And give you increase in wealth and children and provide for you gardens and provide for you rivers. [Nuh 71 : 10-12]
istighfar, the key solution to everything! it's just the matter of how do we really internalizing our istighfar. asking, wanting and acting towards it, that is the real istighfar. don't just ask for forgiveness, mean it when we say we want it and have efforts on gaining the forgiveness. may we improve on our daily istighfar. ameen ameen ameen.
approaching ramadhan real soon insyaAllah. another 18 days. may we get the chance to practice the real istighfar in this holy month of forgiveness. Allahumma ballighna ramadhan! ameen ameen ameen.
hari ni ulangtahun the odyssey yang ketujuh. kalau manusia dah pun darjah satu. dah pun belajar membaca dan menulis. dah pun belajar mengira. dah besar. terima kasih kerana setia menemani dan menjadi saksi dalam setiap episode hidup ni. semoga Allah redha dengan hidup ni dan semoga Allah redha dengan perjalanan menujuNya. Ameen ameen ameen.
some say it is a hadith. some others say it is maudhu' (fabricated). anyway, i am in no position to discuss about this and debating is just none of my interest. let us just take a few seconds and ponder on how far this statement is actually true. for me, it is somehow very true to an extent and very inspiring me to get to know myself better.
and daie, it is crucial to get to know yourself. why? for the same reason that we do not compromise other things particularly da'wah. bare in mind, the chances to do da'wah do not come only when we are prepared for it. last night i had my mutarabbi spill out that she no longer had depression. at first i thought it was minor but i still took it seriously and had a few readings on that. now that she's over it, i am still thinking. maybe not the exact worry but close enough that some people do not think they have it. stress. the thought of it is often misleading. i myself did not know i had stress before. mind you, stress is not only when you have emotional disturbance but it can be as subtle as energy depletion.
the signs maybe different for each of us. one of mine is fatigue. i sleep five to six hours a day and i seldom need extra nap for extra recharging. when i am under stress, i can easily sleep for seven to eight hours (i usually automatically get up when i have enough sleep). that is fairly obvious that it is not my usual body clock especially when i can sleep at any time during the day (i usually just sleep at night)
others are mouth ulcers, late menstruation and lack of focus. inevitably it will be different for other people. so please be sensitive to the changes. experimenting with yourselves and observe more. sometimes we believe things to be normal but apparently it is eating us inside. once detected, try to use any means to avoid stress or at least reduce the impacts.
ultimately, no doubt that Allah knows us more than we know ourselves but we know ourselves better than people do know ourselves. so let us help ourselves to help others.
Ruh-ruh itu seperti tentera yang berhimpun yang saling berhadapan. Apabila mereka saling mengenal (sifatnya dan kecenderungannya) maka mereka akan saling bersatu, dan apabila saling berselisih maka mereka akan tercerai-berai.
(HR Bukhari Muslim)
(puffing billy, 11/14)
(princess park, 4/15)
mengimbau kembali sejarah usrah hampir dua tahun di bumi down under ini. i truly learned a lot. terima kasih murobbi sekalian. semoga Allah sentiasa membuka pintu hidayah ke hati-hati kita dan menunjukkan kita jalan yang lurus menujuNya. ameen ameen ameen.
i recall the last daurah i attended at bundoora. a very dear sister asked me about my 'shifted life timeline'. since a few things are unsuccessfully completed on time according to the previous timeline, i made some changes to it. extension and deletion.
pursuing to doctoral level is unfortunately no longer in the list. i guess lecturer at the moment is just a job i can only dream of? to be honest, i cried. but i'm not sure though is it because i feel like a loser for not hitting the target or because i don't have the passion anymore in teaching. yes, teaching. little do people know that i would love to be a teacher. my parents are teachers. i grow up with many teachers around me. and i have always admire teachers.
my mother is a teacher by profession and passion. i love it when she talks to us about her days in school, her students, her staffs and teachers (both my parents are high school principles), her works, teaching materials and what not. her bonding with the students and even her ex-students are just lovely. i just know in my heart that being a teacher is a very noble thing to do.
mak and ayah on 25.7.15 gambar curi otw ke airport :p
but enough with my dream of being a teacher. the timeline might change again someday, i don't know for sure haha. nevertheless, being a murobbi is also being a teacher. alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. thank you Allah for the opportunities. with my flaws and imperfections, i'll try to conduct this one title as best as i could. murobbi. i'm still learning and will always do to be a better one, insyaAllah.
so today is the first day of school and hopefully it is the final chapter of my master study here. no expectations just hopes. big hopes in many things. it ain't be an easy semester but i'm really looking forward for what Allah has prepared for me.
The word (الحزن) "sadness" does not appear in the Qur'aan except in the form of forbidding it
(ولا تهنو ولاتحزنوا)
or in the form of negating it
(فلاخوف عليهم ولا هم يحزنون).
And the reason for this is because there is no benefit for having sadness in the heart. The most beloved thing to Shaitan is to make the believing slave sad by taking him off track.
The Prophet (ﷺ) sought refuge in Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى) from sadness
(اللهم إني أعوذ بك من الهم والحزن)
Ibnul Qayyim رحمه الله said: "Sadness weakens the heart and diminishes determination and wanting to go forward. And there is nothing more beloved to the Shaitan than the sadness of a believer."
For this reason, be happy, optimistic and think good about Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى). Have trust in what Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى) is able to do and depend on Him. You will find happiness and pleasure in all situations.
Ibnul Qayyim رحمه الله said: "Don’t ruin your happiness with worry, and don’t ruin your mind with pessimism. Don’t ruin your success with deception and don’t ruin the optimism of others by destroying it. Don’t ruin your day by looking back at yesterday.
If you think about your situation, you will find that Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى) has given you things without asking, so have trust in Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى) that He doesn’t prevent anything you want except there is goodness for you.
You could be sleeping and the doors of the heavens are being opened with dua’as being made on your behalf, SubhanAllaah: perhaps from someone poor whom you helped, or someone sad whom you brought joy, or someone passing by and you smiled at him, or someone in distress and you removed it.. so don’t ever underestimate any good deeds."
One of the righteous predecessors said:
"I make dua’a to Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى) for something I want, and if He gives it to me then I’m happy once and if He doesn’t give it to me then I’m happy ten times because the first was my choice and the second was Allaah’s choice."
As Sa’ady (رحمه الله) on him said: "Life is short so don’t shorten it with worries, grief, and sadness."
So be the owner of a heart that breathes happiness and satisfaction.
May Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى) make your times happy and may Allaah (سبحانه وتعالى) forgive us all.
Allah knows best..
diary: 25/2/2016. happy anniversary mak and ayah. 26 years and still counting.
may Allah makes me the joy of you both now and in the hereafter.
ameen ameen ameen.
alhamdulillah it is 42 degree celcius now in melbourne. the thought of just staying at home to study ended up with me travelling around the cbd haha. anyway, a stick of paleta is always a good a idea in times like this.
at chillbro paletas with someone ad hoc enough to be an accompany. thank you.
paletas may quench your thirst in the scorching hot weather, but surely not during the day of judgement. this has really reminded me of the river or the cistern of al-kautsar as mentioned in many tafseer of surah al-kautsar, the endless, countless and infinity nikmah. please do have a read on this.
i really hope that we may be among the thirst quencher of the ummah, not the adding of the thirst by just being an avid, self-centered and full-of-ourselves people.
ayat tadabbur usrah hari ni. orang beriman itu, cita-citanya tinggi. setinggi asiyah meminta rumah untuk berdekatan dengan Allah di dalam syurga.
mengambil ibrah sempena baru sepuluh hari di tahun baru dengan azam yang baru, mukmin itu perlu punya cita-cita yang tinggi. tapi cita-cita yang tinggi itu sama sekali bukanlah angan-angan yang tinggi. cita-cita yang tinggi didatangkan dengan usaha yang jugak tinggi. moga-moga!